Sunday, April 10, 2011

Liquid or Sheet?

I keep thinking about closing up shop here since I don't write much anymore. I used to get so much pleasure out of it, but my muse done up and rundofft. My life has become so predictable, complicated by the RA some days and I think I'm just getting old and tired. Some days I would like to rant and rave about work. I am the office manager with all the responsibility and no authority. Think about that for a minute. Then there are some employees that make their existance in the office a chore in itself. You know the type, they walk in a room and suck all the air out of it. They exhaust me. Other days I'd like to write about just how bad my home life has become and how I am trying to overcome it by making a life of my own, starting with going back to church. This makes the husband angrier than he already is. I think he has sunk to a new low. Last week the baby and I were getting ready to walk out the door and he asked where we were going and I told him church. His response was, "Well Jesus Christ!" Yep. Then there is the whole situation with my mother who needs to move out of the facility that she's in because they are closing it and the battle I'm having with the insurance company to approve the new facility. My poor mother is getting more anxious by the day and I it makes me so mad that a corporation can manipulate how my mother feels. She paid the outrageous premium each month for 15 years and they couldn't care less. What else can I whine about? Oh yeah, the laundry......

5 comments:

  1. Sorry things are so rough right now. Hang in there. Let me know if I can do anything.

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  2. Your ability to over come so many things has always amazed me. But - I do worry. Everyone needs/deserves the solace a happy-quiet-home can provide. I wish and pray for you to find the way to have peace. You are amazing. Biggest hugs.

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  3. ..please don't close shop here. it is good for me to find you here when i am rarely here myself..and you need the written release, no matter how infrequent. one day i'd like to meet you. God is good, all the time.

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  4. I wish peace and comfort for you Summer.

    Blessings

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  5. Life sure is complicated! I'd love to see you move out of your house and get a new job. Think how much happier you'd be!

    That just stinks about your mother's housing situation. SO unfair!

    Don't close down shop. Write when you feel like it. You still have a bunch of friends here and we don't want you disappearing from our lives.

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